This jounal is mighty dead, that's why I'm moving to...

zufli

I wasn't posting about stuff that I care about because 'people don't want to read about that anyway'. No more of that!

Friend zufli if you want. Or not.

I've never been proposed to before, is "I don't know, not yet." just a bad answer or a really bad answer? I mean, I don't think I mentioned this, but Ky and I don't even live in the same country, so... saying yes now would be way stupid, right? Right?

And um. It wasn't that serious a proposal, just a "Hey, we should get married." thing. Or maybe he was more serious than he sounded? Idunno.

Anyway, all in all, this is pretty nuts.

Holee shit, it's been a long time, huh? I tell ya, this has not been a good time.

It all started when my semi-boyfriend (more about him later) got me into WoW... that shit will eat your life. In the early days I couldn't stop playing, evil evil evil. That's reason #1 for me going AWOL.

Numba 2 is... terminal computer faillure. Yup, my comp up and died on me, complete with rank black wisps of smoke coming from the case. Girls can't overclock, amirite?
Took me a lil while to save up for something new and decent, but here it is! Quad-core goodness, combined with the innate suckiness that is Vista... but some of my hardware is not XP compatible, so there ya go. It's... not as bad as I expected. I'm losing all my geek cred for not hating Vista here.

Then, of course, there's semi-boyfriend... let's call him Ky. It's been a long time since a man has made me want to be a part-time hetero. He's in love with me, I'm in love with him... sounds good, huh? Too bad he's a stoner and a former cocaine addict with the occasional relapse.
I'm giving this a chance because he knows he's got a problem and while he might be on the weed his whole life, he seems to be able to deal with it fairly well. As long as he doesn't let it rule his life, who am I to stop him? Besides, if you have to change someone, they were probably not the right person for you in the first place. (Besides, this is the Netherlands, ya know.)

He can be such a knucklehead, though, and he has nooo short-term memory, RAH! But... I'm jealous and selfish, which probably annoys the hell out of him sometimes. Realism FTW.

P.S. Sweet Jesus, I'm into playing Ore no Shita de Agake again! Help me! (Despite my change in tastes I actually still enjoy this shit bunches. IchiyaxYoshioka 4EVA!)

Someone is allowed not to like the same things you do.
There's no need to correct them.
You don't need a critics approval to enjoy something.

Thanks,
-LL

Oh, sweet Corellon, are my stats awful! Time for some dice tweaking.

I Am A: Chaotic Neutral Elf Bard (3rd Level)


Ability Scores:

Strength-10

Dexterity-10

Constitution-10

Intelligence-13

Wisdom-11

Charisma-12


Alignment:
Chaotic Neutral A chaotic neutral character follows his whims. He is an individualist first and last. He values his own liberty but doesn't strive to protect others' freedom. He avoids authority, resents restrictions, and challenges traditions. A chaotic neutral character does not intentionally disrupt organizations as part of a campaign of anarchy. To do so, he would have to be motivated either by good (and a desire to liberate others) or evil (and a desire to make those different from himself suffer). A chaotic neutral character may be unpredictable, but his behavior is not totally random. He is not as likely to jump off a bridge as to cross it. Chaotic neutral is the best alignment you can be because it represents true freedom from both society's restrictions and a do-gooder's zeal. However, chaotic neutral can be a dangerous alignment because it seeks to eliminate all authority, harmony, and order in society.


Race:
Elves are known for their poetry, song, and magical arts, but when danger threatens they show great skill with weapons and strategy. Elves can live to be over 700 years old and, by human standards, are slow to make friends and enemies, and even slower to forget them. Elves are slim and stand 4.5 to 5.5 feet tall. They have no facial or body hair, prefer comfortable clothes, and possess unearthly grace. Many others races find them hauntingly beautiful.


Class:
Bards often serve as negotiators, messengers, scouts, and spies. They love to accompany heroes (and villains) to witness heroic (or villainous) deeds firsthand, since a bard who can tell a story from personal experience earns renown among his fellows. A bard casts arcane spells without any advance preparation, much like a sorcerer. Bards also share some specialized skills with rogues, and their knowledge of item lore is nearly unmatched. A high Charisma score allows a bard to cast high-level spells.


Find out What Kind of Dungeons and Dragons Character Would You Be?, courtesy of Easydamus (e-mail)

It's time for the annual Agent Provocateur Sale!
I bought mine already, because woooo 50% off and it's just really pretty and everything I have by them is comfortable too! Go feed your lingerie addictions!

So, hey. Guys. I know I said I'd update more often and I didn't, but I forgot. I've set LJ as my homepage now, that should help.
Coming back from vacation is a BITCH! You come home beat, hungry and sweaty but you can't sleep, oh no. First you have to unpack all your shit, get it all washed/organised, eat shower then sleep. And then you go to work the next morning all jet-lagged RFWETRHEGKUTDYRTFSGD

But anyway, I've gone on a terrible gaming kick since coming back. First of all, I started playing City of Villains again. Sweet Jesus, but I do love that game. I've made three chars in about two weeks, because the character creator is too versatile and fun. I deleted my old charries, though. Yes, Huldra the zombie/ forcefields Mastermind is no more, but she'll live on in my icon.
Current charries that I play a lot are Grazia Armato, the crooner-loving, busty Paul Ricca wannabe, a Thugs/Poison Mastermind. Masterminds are too fun! Who doesn't want minions?
The funnest char I've ever had is Buster Micro NV, a 4 feet humanoid battledroid in taupe and rose who only communicates in Morse. YES! I never, ever stop Rp-ing, it's an addiction. She's a Dual Blades/Super Reflexes Brute, by the way.

( Now I will post teh pictures! )

CoV is total and complete win, easily the funnest MMORPG I've ever played.

Today's breakfast: Raw ham salad and melon soda. Eaten at Saizeriya in the Big Step building.

The last few days have been tiring! I've been walking all over the place.
Let's see... I walked from my hotel to Shinsekai, which should have been a 40 minute walk, but of course, I got lost on the way back and it turned into a 3 hour walk. Yeesh. The good thing about getting lost as fuck meant I got to see some parts of town that I otherwise wouldn't have. And, I think I found a better tourist slogan for the city. Osaka: It's kind of a dump! But it's a dump that's near and dear to me, so your mileage may vary.
Then, for some reason I can't fathom, a little middle-aged Japanese lady asked me for the way to Namba. (One reason I was surprised she asked me is because there was a guy with a map like 2 feet away, but I digress.) I'd just spotted a tall building near my hotel, which is also in Namba, so we walked the rest of the way together. She was cool, we talked about Osaka and Holland and yes... windmills and tulips.

The rest of the days I've been exploring Namba and Shinsaibashi. And getting the crap rained out of me. They weren't kidding when they said June is the rainy season. But hey, shopping shopping shopping. I've bought more CDs, DS games and clothes than I'd usually buy in a year, but who cares? It's Japan!

People do look at me strangely here, I thought the 'omg foreigner!' thing wouldn't be so bad, but I still get stared at. And picked up a lot, because western woman just have the reputation that they're an easy lay. The bleached mullet-ed, shiny clothes 'scouts' on the Ebisubashi bridge are the worst. No, I do NOT want to pose for nude photos or work in your club, thanks. But I will hide out under your umbrella. Rain is rain.

In completely inconsequential news, me and my archenemy Boss have totally made up. His ugly mug still scares me, but he makes good coffee. It's aight.

Photos here, as always.